Tuesday, January 20, 2009

The Dragon Painter

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Nested in the lore of martial artists around the world is the story of a painter who, at the end of each summer, would journey into the mountains to consider the world around him and his place in it. He took nothing with him but the clothes on his back, a pot of ink, a few brushes, and a single canvas.


When the first flowers of spring burst forth from the ground like laughter from a joyful heart, he would return with a dragon painting drawn with but a single stroke- one fluid motion of his practiced hand from beginning to end. It was posted in his village for all the people to consider and meditate on until the next time he returned from his journey. At that time it was burned, so as not to diminish the lessons of the next dragon painting.


There are yet three dragons left to go, but one of my teachers is quite old now, and it is the season of my life when I must study and train with him as I did years ago. As he told me, "I'm not going to live forever. You want to learn, get back to work. When I'm gone, I'm gone."


So, although it's not yet summer, because of the age of my teacher, it is time for me to go to the metaphorical mountains again and continue my studies. I will begin tying up loose ends over the next week. Much still to learn, much to consider and time to go back to work. There is a saying, too, in one of my arts, that "On the days that you are lazy, your life's enemy will be training, and if you meet him on one such day, you will lose. But if you train always, your life's enemy will fear you and hide."
Each student was asked to choose their life's enemy, and I chose Apathy. Apathy, like rust, never seems to sleep, but always tugs at our shirtsleeve, tempting to us to look away from our best direction so that we may be lost forever.
I'll be back next spring with the conclusion of this series. The post beneath this one completes the Fourth Dragon. When I return, we'll pick up with the Fifth Dragon. Til then, I wish you all the best on your writing journeys and I'll stop by your blogs to say hello in between my studies.

Namaste,
Rick Moore

Monday, January 19, 2009

The Fourth Dragon of Creativity- Part Four of Four


The Dragon of Condensed Starlight

*****
"I have read until I am blind with reading."
John Steinbeck, March 1958 from a letter to his friend Eugene Vinaver

*****

Once I stood on a high cliff and stared so long at the moon I forgot I was of this earth. The eyes of the Dragon of Condensed Starlight have more power than the moon and are lit with swirling memories of stars consumed and heavens birthed. They are nebulous clouds that form and dissipate as though burned away by flashing rays of sunlight. Within them I see darkness devouring light and I watch awe-struck as the light consumed grows bright and drives the darkness away. I have no knowledge of who I am, as in that moment I see only what the dragon wishes me to see.


I feel a sharp twinge at the base of my skull, and hear- I think- a snap, as though a cord has stretched and split. Now I am drifting in waves of feeling and once again see the world around me. The night air lifts me up toward the dragon's eyes and I lean my head back to stare at the ledge where Lea and Scarlett still sleep. The evening is cool, I know, but I have no sensations but those of sight and feelings that move through my heart like warm water.


When I see my own body left behind by the fire, eyes wide and propped open with epiphany, I know that tonight this dragon's lessons are for me alone. I rise higher toward her like a leaf lifted on a playful wind.


Her eyes pierce my soul, and I know that she has found things within my spirit that I have hidden deep within the layered folds of my own fears.



Below my floating form the fire collapses in on itself, and with a shower of angry sparks, it flares upward then disappears. Sparkles light the ledge; I see them tumble from the sky like faerie snowflakes and then twirl about like drunken fireflies, dancing about our clearing to protect the dreams of the two women lying still and unawares.



The dragon's breath flutters my spirit-body and and mists of steam flow through and past me like cloud billowing through an illusion.



Her eyes never leave my secret soul, and her heart shares with me the wondrous realization that the birth of a story occurs when a writer acts on the desire to become someone else. No words have passed between us because dragon's cannot speak. Yet as I consider the stars above and the magical cascade of sparkles that enliven the world below, I understand that this dragon is not the mother of stories- she is the mother of writers.


No writer can float forever in the eyes of a dragon. I feel my spirit pulled back to my unconscious form. Nothing like this has ever happened to me. To leave our body and float upward on understanding is worth all the suffering a writer must endure.


The Dragon of Condensed Starlight has shown me that I am not limited to who I am. Stories are not merely stories. They are not bundles of techniques and rules and artistic judgments. Stories are gifted to writers so that they might change themselves. With each story we tell, we change ourselves. With this revelation, my spirit returns to my body and I feel the weight of my flesh upon the cold ground.


The Dragon's eyes have disappeared into the night. Starlight no longer sparkles around our ledge. Lea and Scarlett still sleep, but I cannot. I am kept awake by the knowledge that whatever mistakes I have made in my life, writing holds the hope of my redemption.




Next- The Dragons of Putrefaction and Fermentation

Saturday, January 17, 2009

The Fourth Dragon of Creativity- Part Three of Four


The Dragon Watches

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Something silver suddenly snaked past her face and the professor was snapped back out of sight. From across the room, Dobsen screamed. Heddy stiffened, her eyes assaulted by segmented silver tentacles that whipped back and forth like cutting blades. Something warm and coppery splashed her cheek, and she fell over backward and hit the floor so hard it knocked the air out of her lungs.

Dobsen was helping her to her feet as he kept repeating, “Oh God, oh God, oh God.”

A pulsing blue light projected from the laser optics chamber, revealing dark pictographs nearly four feet tall, brushed in dried blood. They hung on the laboratory wall like cave paintings of a tribal kill. Below was a heap of human carnage.

The air thrummed and throbbed with unease. A photovoltaic crystal furnace lay cleaved in two neat halves and partially formed scarlet boulles were scattered across the floor like broken glass.

“I’m going to be sick,” said Heddy. She turned, grabbed a lab coat and pressed it against her face.

“Me too,” said Dobsen.

She couldn’t bear to look at what was left of Professor Lomas. One minute her beloved mentor had been standing in front of her, and in the next instant he had been attacked and cut to shreds. She could not scrub the horrific image from her mind. The alternating pressure waves in the room disoriented her and Heddy felt matching waves of nausea pass through her.

A sound like a giant bug zapper snapped across the room. Heddy looked wide-eyed at Dobsen. He rested a finger upon his lips, warning her to keep quiet. Sweat beaded and rolled from the edge of his tangled black hair. When Heddy made a move to lower the lab coat, he urgently thrust his open hand toward her face like a crossing guard.

“Don’t move,” he mouthed silently.
Excerpted from "Force Majeure," by Ferrel Moore


*****


By day a thief is cautious, for it is the night that is his lover. The darkness brings our senses alive, and we breathe in and out to match those of shadows. Have you never known that shadows move and breathe and sense as we do? This is the secret knowledge of we who take what is not ours- that the darkness is as alive as we ourselves.


I have moved to within an arm's length of Scarlett, and her scent suffuses the rich odor of the forest.


No one is as aware as a thief, and so we must always be, for there are three things we fear- discovery, capture and punishment. We take what is not ours, and to stay safe, we must hear every sound, feel every breeze, and see what others do not see. There is something wrong with the taste of this night. It has subtly changed, like the air when a perfumed woman steps into a room.


Lea still sleeps. Scarlett rests, too, but stretches carelessly, exposing her soft white throat to the night. The light is from the near dead fire pit is thin red, like a drop of blood smeared across a watchglass.


I stop to listen. The night is quiet, but from somewhere within its drawn shades I feel something sinuous stirring. There is a noise like a coil of rope being yanked free, and from the corner of my eye, I think I see a tall tree take a step toward us. My skin seems to stretch tight across my face and my jaw clamp together like a man expecting to be hit.


I almost call out to Lea, but she will wake and see me too close to Scarlett and I cannot bear that.


So I lie still, quieting my breath and closing my eyes to free my ears to listen more closely. There is something in these woods that moves with purpose, and I fear to think what it is. What a story this would be if only I were not living it. It occurs to me now that- thief or no- to die without having created is the very definition of tragedy.


Something is out there, I am sure of that. I feel it's presence like a hand pressing against my heart. Like a man waiting his sentence, I huddle fearfully in the prison of my fears.


If these are to be my last moments, what do I want? I glance toward Scarlett and am filled even in my trepidation with an overpowering desire. I look toward Lea and am filled with quiet shame. If the choice were mine, I would choose her, but no pure woman can ever love a thief.


I hear a great exhalation, and a dense rush of steam blankets our ledge. I close my eyes again and wish I were someone else, and that we three were somewhere else.


Scarlett told me that all great stories begin with a crime, and that crimes of the heart produce the greatest tales. If this is true, I think that our predicament must contain the elements of a marvelous story indeed. I am a larcenous man possessed by lust desiring love.


I wait.


Whatever it is that has come so close to our ledge is large enough to eat us all. I think that if only I were not who I was, I would not be here at all. I am afraid and want to cry out in warning , then scramble to my feet and run, but I cannot. What moves the beast will notice, and what gets noticed will undoubtedly be eaten. We came seeking the fourth dragon, and I pray that we may have found her instead of being found by something ravenous.

If only I were someone else.


I open my eyes again and see that we are haunted by ghostly steam appartitions that twist and swirl in vaporous ecstasy. Above the mists I see something that makes my hear beat faster and harder against my chest. There, looking down at us from the heighth of a great tree, Iare two great, luminous eyes transfixed on me and only me. Staring into them is like staring into a blacksmith's furnace.


No matter how hard I try, I cannot turn my head to look at Lea or Scarlett, for I realize I am face to face with the Dragon of Condensed Starlight, and I dare not look away.



Tuesday, January 13, 2009

The Fourth Dragon of Creative Writing- Part Two of Four


The Weeping Dragon


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“Keep it low, keep it soft,” Hauck’s seductive voice whispered in her earphone.

Prick, Sveta thought.

Hauck worked through the electronic aethyr while she and the rest of the team operated in a burned out section of Detroit that looked like photos of Warsaw after the bombings. She had never seen his face. In fact, no one had seen him since January 14th, 1995— the night his prisoner had escaped, killing three guards and nine prisoners in the process. Only Hauck had survived. The KGB was not a forgiving organization, and he stayed alive only by going underground until he could escape the Soviet Union.

She touched her throat mike and said, “Car’s still in the garage. Back and north side areas are vacant.”

In the quick flash of her LED flashlight beam she saw something slide past the smudged pane of a basement window. She pulled back and swore.

“What is it?” said Hauck.

“When I shined the flash in one of the back basement windows, I saw something move,” she said softly.

“What the hell do you think you have night vision goggles for?” snapped Hauck.

It was the first time Sveta had ever heard him swear. Hauck had been tracking the Slovak and his gold for the better part of three years; his nerves were beginning to fray.

excerpted from "Intruder Alert," by Ferrel D. Moore


*****


I am hiding things from you.

Bundled beneath my cape, I shiver from guilt and not from the cool night air. It is the secrets I am hiding that chill my bones.

There are five secrets I am hiding from you; you have known one from the beginning. You, my readers, know that I have withheld my name and you wonder why.

It is to protect myself from your disdain. If I give you my name, you will know too much. What will you think of me if you know my name? I have done many bad things in my young life, but I know that we have reached a moment, you and I, when you will no listen to my adventure unless you know the truth about me.


Do you remember the old woman who passed the writing to us that helped us to survive the first dragon- the Dragon of Calcination? Yes, I thought you would. Before I left the village, I stole something from her. It was the only thing of value she had. And the most dangerous thing I have ever taken.
There, you have it. The second secret of my soul.
I am a thief.


My name is simple. I am called Othur. My family is a good family- all save I. The woman from my village that I am traveling with is Lea. It means " heart's love" in the language that our ancestors spoke. The red-haired woman, who has joined us in our journey to meet the Dragon of Conjunction, is called Scarlett. In the language of our ancestors, her name means "temptation." Othur, of course, means "claimer of hearts" to some, and "clever thief" to others. It was safer, I reasoned, to face dragons than to stay and be caught.


The moon has faded into the mist rifted night skies. A soft orange-red glow lights the ledge we lay on. Earlier it warmed us, but is now a past memory of comfort provided and lost.

We have not seen another living person for the last three days, but my dreams each night have been of the wise old woman who helped us begin our journey. She comes to me like an accusing relative. Her face is gray, her eyes watery with the sorrows of a long life, and I know that as surely as I live, she is now dead.


I have stolen something precious from a woman who no longer breathes. Her transparent shade hovers in my dreams like a winged predator. I have wronged the dead and I fear that neither her spirit nor mine will ever sleep well unless I make amends.


Across the orange light of smoldering ashes and burnt branches now white with exhaustion, I see that Lea sleeps beneath her cape. She lays on her side, with her back to me as she should. I love her, but she is good and true and I am not. No thief is fit to be in the presence of a good woman. What is left for a thief if not redemptive love?


I see the rise and fall of Scarlett's breasts beneath her cape. Her red hair is dazzling in the fading firelight. Her lips, her face, her delicate arms draw my eyes and I cannot close them. Before me lies a woman whose every breath excites me. It is not love, I know, but I feel more heat from this woman than I feel from the fire.

If I sleep, the old woman's shade will surely come to accuse me.

With my eyes open, the sight of Scarlett flushes my skin with desire.


I must choose between ghostly accusations and the sight of a desirable woman.

After a glance at Lea to be certain she sleeps, I inch closer toward Scarlett.

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Tuesday, January 06, 2009

A Helping Hand

For anyone that doesn't know that Travis' house burned to the ground, I'm including the link for all writers and readers to offer support. Although I've never met him in person, his writings have been a staple of my blog readings since I first found his site. Click here to lend a hand to Travis and his family. No comments necessary, just send cash if you are willing and able to help this fine family out.